The perks of being a wallflower
#2
It's not easy when two people care about each other and live far apart. I hope you have some time right now to hear me out because I have a lot of things to say. I think we need to talk. Face to face. Can we do that? I miss you, but my mind has power over my heart. There are just a few things I wanted to say. Whatever happens between me and you, I know it can't stay this way. I'm insecure and worry too much. This, my dear, I know. I spend my time very lonely thinking of you and what could be. I hope that you understand how much you mean to me. And at night when we are both alone... hopefully - Please think of me. Turn everything down and listen. I need to know where we stand. Are our feet together or apart? Where have you hidden the rest of your heart? I've given you mine. Arteries, veins and all. Either give me the whole thing or keep it all to yourself. See, I'm a selfish person as if you didn't know what I want for myself, I don't like to share. Think all of this through real slow. Your decision will only be part of the play. Somebody still has to make a goal. I'm on defense. I won't let you through. Nothing comes that easy. First off, you have to talk to me. I just want some effort on your part. I've thought about this day and night. You don't have to write or call me all the time. Do those things when you want. I just want to know you love me. There's very little talk and very little action. They should be higher than that. I want to spend my days of youth happy not twisted up in knots of hate. Don't do that to me. Tell me what's going on and I will share my thoughts with you. But if you don't act or say something. Then you are leaving me to assume. Assumptions aren't good. At least not when they are from me. When I tell you do this and do that. I do that because I am afraid that whatever you decide to do on your own may not be what makes me happy. So my love I have come to my little conclusion. Just remember one thing and live by it too... I love you. Never say I don't love you.